Water has always made me peaceful

Even when the water I am in, isn't

When surrounded by violent energy it's ok

Facing water that will keep me from breathing, I feel calm, it's not personal

Cognitively I know I shouldn't feel so at ease

It has always drawn me closer than I should go

Even at a place that took the life of 2 fellow boaters and almost took mine

I keep coming back to water hoping it will make my life better

So far it always has